DAFUQING RESULT

ok! its been a week since i got my spm result. i expected to score 8a's. but it came out 8 divided by 2. only 4. and guess what? my sejarah and pendidikan moral b+. a whole bunch of b+ lining up. dafuq. i only scored a for my english, bahasa and mathematics. a- for my physics. and b+ for my additionl mathematics, chemistry, biology, sejarah and moral. ok! the result story has ended. it is now about what am i going to do with my result? i mean what am i going to do next? first of all, i must plan whether i want to enter a private uni with this result or i want to do form 6 first or i want to do matriculation? arghh! whatever it is, i don't want to enter science stream anymore. NEVER! people will tell me that your physics a ma! the rest all b+. do pharmacist la. or maybe engineering la. or ever medic la! ok! now i thought of doing business and finance! ok? i need somebody to talk to about this! let me just type her name.. JESSICA MICHELE LOWE*AKA MY ELDER SISTER.! i just need to talk to someone that had experience this situation. not my mother of course, she in the first place will only listen to what others say. not to what her mind tell her to do so! hurm. guess i got to meet the counselor and talk about this! seriously.. i really need to talk to someone! i don't give a fuck on what others think about my result! only me, myself and i know how hard i worked for it! maybe now it is not my time yet! but sooner or later, i'll prove to others i am not the STUPID BLANK cynthia anymore! i will be someone in the world! that is my promise and i'll keep that! i will learn from incident! okok! till fingers meet keyboard again....

5 MORE DAYS

OW OW! just imagine.. high-5! is equal to the day my spm result will be revealed... huh! i just cannot imagine what will happen.. maybe great. but on the other hand... i just don't want to say about it. guess it is so hard for me predict. arrgghhh! STRESSgedik2 je want to stress... people all over the place saying.. wah.. result coming out already ar... so how? how many a's? hello! if i know how many a's, why would i be stress? duhh? i just want to get the best result. and of course i hope for my friend to have the same too just like me. #if i get good.  arggghhh! just cannot stop thinking! sometimes i feel like i don't want to take my result. just check through sms! but then! ARGHHHHH!!! the only i can do now is just relax and stop thinking about it but then? how can you stop thinking about it? it is your future!! DAFUQ!  just forget about it la!
tata... till these fingers meet the keyboard again...

FALLING translated version

I think I have fallen in love
Every time I see you, my heart pounds
Starting from some time, my heart got a rush
But now, slowly, it’s starting to hurt

You don’t know how I feel
So again today, you smile as you approach me
But I can’t say anything to you so
I just look at you

* I’m falling in love as time goes by
I’m falling in love – my feelings are growing
Even without you, all day, I think about you
Right here – what should I do?

In your eyes that are looking at me
There aren’t any feelings like mine
I endlessly swallow and swallow the words that are rising up
And the more I do that, the greater my feelings get

* repeat

I don’t think I can live this way
As days go by, it gets harder
So if my heart reaches out to you
I hope your heart won’t change as well

* repeat

 

WHEN I CAN'T SING translated

* Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can't sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

Do you know that who I am on screen isn't really my everything? (Do you know?)
Do you know that my overflowing confidence makes me even more anxious? (Do you know?)
Standing under the flashing lights, there is a thick shadow behind me

* repeat

You say that you love me but
Am I really who you love? (Am I?)
You say that you fell for me but
Am I really the one who made you fall for me? (Am I?)
When you are in my arms, looking at me
I want to ask you these questions

* repeat

Someday, the day will come (the day will come)
I'll come down from the stage where the cheers have decreased
As my shoulders droop down (shoulders droop down)
My head hung low (even then)
Will you stand by my side?

* repeat

I want to ask you

 

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RESULT ON 21ST MARCH

PUTRAJAYA: Keputusan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) akan diumumkan pada 21 Mac depan, menurut kenyataan Kementerian Pelajaran hari ini. 

Pengumuman analisis keputusan itu pula akan diadakan di Bilik Mesyuarat Utama, Bangunan Kementerian Pelajaran di sini, jam 9 pagi pada hari yang sama. 
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OK! its already confirm! result 21st march. so? whats the big deal about it? whatever it is, it still have to come out k! miss lowe! please don't try to act cool. even you are afraid of it. still. one day earlier or late, the result will still come out! not that it will not be revealed someday or sooner...
what am i thinking about every subject...

BAHASA MALAYSIA
hurm! it was the first exam paper. of course first paper... in a very excited mood... hope to be ok even though i knew i made some silly mistake.

ENGLISH 1119
ow! i guess i was so sleepy for this paper. i redo my summary! i hope every goes on well. essay, was kinda slack a bit. i was lack of idea because i could not stick to the story that i wanted.

HISTORY
i was a complete mess! seriously bad. i wrote ever thing that cross my mind for the essay. i hope tat at least 80% of what i wrote was correct. at least. i badly need an A+ for this history.

MATHEMATICS
nothing went wrong with this paper i think so. unless careless calculation perhaps. *crossed fingers

PENDIDIKAN MORAL
ahah! i memories all the 36 nilai. but just during the last minute, or to be more particular, during the exam time, i start to mix up some of them. but then i took the safe step to actually give more than one answer. hope it works well!

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
ok! i did manage to answer all of the question but then i don't have enough time to check my answer.so! in conclusion, i am not sure whether it is correct or wrong ok! i just have to pray that everthing would goes on well for my add maths.

PHYSICS
the paper wasn't so hard but i am usually i am also worried about any silly mistake. paper 3 was about using a ripple tank and i wasn't sure whether i was right about it and i hope that i was right about it!

CHEMISTRY
this is the subject that i have the least confidence. just imagine the last 15 minutes, i change my paper 3 answer and i am not sure whether i am right or wrong. in reference books are different with the handouts that teacher gave. i don't know and i don't want to check anymore! full stop

BIOLOGY
the last paper. the paper i afraid the most but it turn out to be quite ok. just ok. i hope that there is no stupid mistake in the paper. seriously.

just like any other spm candidate! i hope to score straight a's. i know that straight a's+ is just like waiting for the moon to drop from the sky! i am just an ordinary girl that wants what she think she can do. so i hope that my result would turned out to be the best!

 

~THE END!~

DREAM HIGH 2

OLLA! just got to admit this something. the first korean drama that i watch ok! from the first episode until now. ow damn! such a sweet drama. seriously. i never want to follow a korean drama because of too many episode.just too many reasons for me to watch this drama.

1. it only have 16 episode total=8 weeks= 2 months
2. JB damn f**king cute!
3.  JB n hae sung are adorable!~
4. lastly... the both of then are just so cute!

jb!