ANOTHER DAY OUT

anither day out with friends.. or to be more specific, another day out with my bffs... it has been long since we last have chat with each other. so, guess what? many things to be tell or maybe to be story.. YAY! in a more simple more.. its gossip tyme.. oh! come on, girls talk... and i think that i have a lot of improvement in my driving already.. seriously! cool uh? ok.. stop with the introduction.. its about the diary now.. first i went to malacca central to pick ainayahaya@ocha and nabillashamsudin@nona my besties... then i drove then to my another bestie home.. nurulatiqah@tiq!  to send nona's bju krung.. then here is when the journey begins...that we head straight to mp. thank god i brought my gps along.. OCHA! haha... we played bowling there... then guess what? nasrol@nas n zulain@zul was the person we met there.. my working friends... never expected to meet them there...  then we went to for luch in SELERIA! yum3.. sick and tired of fast food already... all day facing them.. arghh! so we head for sizzling hokkien mee, yee mee n black pepper rice.. arghhh! because of hungry, everything became nice. then my two besties had the call of praying... here is where the senario begans... they went into the wrong praying place.. supposed to be for man... EMBARRASSING! then because of them, i quickly got amma her blouse and guess what? it was the wrong one.. argh! become another job for me to exchange the blouse.. isk3... then we head straight to the new jj.. a.k.a AEON! at first at there, dunno la what to do.. then we head straight to the play land.. here is where the excitement begins. it was cool. i seriously enjoy my self there. when played racing cars... then horse and at last, gun! pang3x! then as usual i grab my jco and head straight back home after sending them back to mc.. eventhough it was a tiring day, but i enjoyed myself*as usual amma will nag at me because go out with my friends... bahahaha! do i look like i could even care less? ok! as fingers meet keyboard again... chow for now...

MY FIRST SALARY

working is a really tired thing to do. but one of the best is when you have your salary. eventhough it is not much, still! MY FIRST SALARY! it was not much. only rm 200++. ok.. i am happy with it. the first thing i went to buy with my salary was my mother's birthday cake... every year also got cake but this was the most expensive and i don't think that it was a waste. it was great. 

yum3.. mocha cake..

WORKING IN PIZA HUT

OK! a very good evening... (a great start for oral test)! it has been a month ++ sice i started working in piza hut. hurm... at first it was boring when you don't mix around with people.. but as time goes by, you tend to greet people and there is where you learn hot to meet strangers. it was actually a great experience though. besides that, mostimportant, i had improved my driving by driving there everyday...*congrats cynthia! but there are of course pros and cons when you are in work... first of all, GOSSIPING! it is like a must in there. you just cannot stand or sit still. there are always something wrong somewhere. human.! a simple situation.. when you meet a... a will talk about b. when you meetb, b will talk about a. LOL huh? arghh! but, i became more hardworking.. ~ngee.. of course la. u got your salary. ahah! and another thing, my first thing to do with my salary... PAY THE BLOODY SAMAN! DAFUQ! stupid. gosh... how the fucking hell can kena saman.? ok! park on the yellow line sure la kena saman. BODO! but seriously it was an eperience. when i work in piza hut, i realise something... something that i know i will learn in mozac. eventhough you result are as bad as no a at all, there are still something you can do! i mean, they don't become so down because of their result. i was the stupid one to cry until eyes get swollen because of the result. then i realise that straight a"s student isn't   everything. sometimes, people who aren't high scores do better in life compared to them. the main thing is now, i got to think of doing something with my life.. i mean a bright future... accouting and finance is not something simple to do. and i believe that not is simple in this life. no matter what you do, just have to work hard for it! ok! as simple as that... in the nutshell(huiyoo, scored a for englih 1119), learn something new no matter where you are and from who it is. sometimes, strangers teaches us more than the person we know well! till fingers meet keyboard again!

DAFUQING RESULT

ok! its been a week since i got my spm result. i expected to score 8a's. but it came out 8 divided by 2. only 4. and guess what? my sejarah and pendidikan moral b+. a whole bunch of b+ lining up. dafuq. i only scored a for my english, bahasa and mathematics. a- for my physics. and b+ for my additionl mathematics, chemistry, biology, sejarah and moral. ok! the result story has ended. it is now about what am i going to do with my result? i mean what am i going to do next? first of all, i must plan whether i want to enter a private uni with this result or i want to do form 6 first or i want to do matriculation? arghh! whatever it is, i don't want to enter science stream anymore. NEVER! people will tell me that your physics a ma! the rest all b+. do pharmacist la. or maybe engineering la. or ever medic la! ok! now i thought of doing business and finance! ok? i need somebody to talk to about this! let me just type her name.. JESSICA MICHELE LOWE*AKA MY ELDER SISTER.! i just need to talk to someone that had experience this situation. not my mother of course, she in the first place will only listen to what others say. not to what her mind tell her to do so! hurm. guess i got to meet the counselor and talk about this! seriously.. i really need to talk to someone! i don't give a fuck on what others think about my result! only me, myself and i know how hard i worked for it! maybe now it is not my time yet! but sooner or later, i'll prove to others i am not the STUPID BLANK cynthia anymore! i will be someone in the world! that is my promise and i'll keep that! i will learn from incident! okok! till fingers meet keyboard again....

5 MORE DAYS

OW OW! just imagine.. high-5! is equal to the day my spm result will be revealed... huh! i just cannot imagine what will happen.. maybe great. but on the other hand... i just don't want to say about it. guess it is so hard for me predict. arrgghhh! STRESSgedik2 je want to stress... people all over the place saying.. wah.. result coming out already ar... so how? how many a's? hello! if i know how many a's, why would i be stress? duhh? i just want to get the best result. and of course i hope for my friend to have the same too just like me. #if i get good.  arggghhh! just cannot stop thinking! sometimes i feel like i don't want to take my result. just check through sms! but then! ARGHHHHH!!! the only i can do now is just relax and stop thinking about it but then? how can you stop thinking about it? it is your future!! DAFUQ!  just forget about it la!
tata... till these fingers meet the keyboard again...

FALLING translated version

I think I have fallen in love
Every time I see you, my heart pounds
Starting from some time, my heart got a rush
But now, slowly, it’s starting to hurt

You don’t know how I feel
So again today, you smile as you approach me
But I can’t say anything to you so
I just look at you

* I’m falling in love as time goes by
I’m falling in love – my feelings are growing
Even without you, all day, I think about you
Right here – what should I do?

In your eyes that are looking at me
There aren’t any feelings like mine
I endlessly swallow and swallow the words that are rising up
And the more I do that, the greater my feelings get

* repeat

I don’t think I can live this way
As days go by, it gets harder
So if my heart reaches out to you
I hope your heart won’t change as well

* repeat

 

WHEN I CAN'T SING translated

* Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can't sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

Do you know that who I am on screen isn't really my everything? (Do you know?)
Do you know that my overflowing confidence makes me even more anxious? (Do you know?)
Standing under the flashing lights, there is a thick shadow behind me

* repeat

You say that you love me but
Am I really who you love? (Am I?)
You say that you fell for me but
Am I really the one who made you fall for me? (Am I?)
When you are in my arms, looking at me
I want to ask you these questions

* repeat

Someday, the day will come (the day will come)
I'll come down from the stage where the cheers have decreased
As my shoulders droop down (shoulders droop down)
My head hung low (even then)
Will you stand by my side?

* repeat

I want to ask you

 

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