DAFUQING RESULT

ok! its been a week since i got my spm result. i expected to score 8a's. but it came out 8 divided by 2. only 4. and guess what? my sejarah and pendidikan moral b+. a whole bunch of b+ lining up. dafuq. i only scored a for my english, bahasa and mathematics. a- for my physics. and b+ for my additionl mathematics, chemistry, biology, sejarah and moral. ok! the result story has ended. it is now about what am i going to do with my result? i mean what am i going to do next? first of all, i must plan whether i want to enter a private uni with this result or i want to do form 6 first or i want to do matriculation? arghh! whatever it is, i don't want to enter science stream anymore. NEVER! people will tell me that your physics a ma! the rest all b+. do pharmacist la. or maybe engineering la. or ever medic la! ok! now i thought of doing business and finance! ok? i need somebody to talk to about this! let me just type her name.. JESSICA MICHELE LOWE*AKA MY ELDER SISTER.! i just need to talk to someone that had experience this situation. not my mother of course, she in the first place will only listen to what others say. not to what her mind tell her to do so! hurm. guess i got to meet the counselor and talk about this! seriously.. i really need to talk to someone! i don't give a fuck on what others think about my result! only me, myself and i know how hard i worked for it! maybe now it is not my time yet! but sooner or later, i'll prove to others i am not the STUPID BLANK cynthia anymore! i will be someone in the world! that is my promise and i'll keep that! i will learn from incident! okok! till fingers meet keyboard again....